JILLCHNG, Tomorrow's the first ): And you're not around with me ): i love you. I know that you don't want me to wait for you any longer, maybe you just don't love me like you do already, But one thing i know, is my love for you will never change. I love you.

I'll do whatever it takes, to turn this around. I know what's at stake, i know that you're having a hard time, but baby believe me its only a matter of time, i'm really willing to go through whatever your going through, i don't mind how long it takes. Believe that i can change, i'll keep us together whatever it takes. I love you. Your friend told me that you're having a hell of a time and i really wish that i can be there by your side, No matter how tough it is going to be, i am willing to go through all the obstacles that are set, i really hope everything can be like how it used to be. Thinking about how loving we are in the past just makes me tear like some dog, pathetic i know. But i really mean what i said, I don't care how hard my life's gonna be after doing all these.

I've been treated like a stranger by you, Don't know what has got into you. I don't know what i did or said. I don't even know anything. Try to talk to you, And all i get was merely an irritated facial expression from you, You'd rather check out whether the bus is coming then talk to me. See you in school, and you're treating me like someone you don't know, Don't even dare talk or go close to you afraid that your friends might tell your mum about me doing so. Even after school, You just disappear so quickly i don't even have the chance to see or talk to you. Resorting to passing you messages through your friend. Wanted to call you so many times already, and the reason why i don't is cause i'm afraid if i call and someone who does'nt wants to know i am the one calling, picks up the call and boom i dead. I know i'm being pathetic, Have to contact you through your friend and so on, but what else can i do? Can you at least don't hide anything from me? Can you stop giving me your cold shoulder? Can you hear me out? Can you tell me how you're doing? Can you love me like how you used to? Can you stop acting as if you don't know me? Can you? I just want us to be like how we used to, Thinking about how we used to be in the past and looking at how we are now, it just sucks. I'm seriously not as happy as i seem to be. ): Putting up a false front to cover up the sadness, how cool. Try doing that, maybe you don't have to cause you're already happy. Everything you do, just utterly bring me down, each time i'm about to get up. Something else happens. Can't you talk to me about your matters? Can't we talk it out? Must it always be one sided? You always assume i'll be angry and worried after telling me things, but thats not true, Can you stop keeping everything to yourself, Would you come to me when you need a shoulder to cry on, Would you come to me everyday with that enthusiasm just to see my face? Would you tell me hey i miss you out of a sudden? Would you tell me hey i love you? I'm always the one being automotive, Just too many things happening at one go, Fuck life -'-

Labels: There's nothing we can't go through together, Just give me a little bit more time to prove it.

1st of april starts, Another month to mid year exams, and its our 8th month together baby, I love you.